Being mum is great when your kids need you the most
I love them so dearly and their ambitions I can boast
But when they reach an age, time changes and it doesn’t last
For your relationship with your kids, can change oh so fast
One day we were, who we have always been, the next it changed so fast
On the day of birth I swore my love would always last
I would love you both to the end, no matter what life presents
But never did I think of another who has saw my love, and resents
My dream was of happy families, even when you got your own
Yet never did I think that your partner would want you to leave me alone
We are never truly ready for another to give you love
But I could share you with the earth, and the heavens above
Why am I such a threat when I have been by your side
Washed up all your tears, and watched your schooling with pride
Brought you up to love and respect the people of the land
Yet she hates me for the things she loves in you, that I cannot understand
I miss you my dear son, but I have had to change so much
You walked out of my house and never kept in touch
You did this for a woman who has the green eyes you see
But I cannot understand because who you are is partly down to me
I had a time of illness, then so did you
But I couldn’t get to heal you, that was left to another
We text to say we love you, yes me and your brother
Yet you do not give us the time of day the way you used to you see
But now I had to heal the pain that was left with me
I had to realise that my babies are grown men
Expressing my loss via computer or a pen
Cause you will not accept the circumstance because you cannot bare to face
Your girlfriend what she has done is a disgrace
I would accept that she may not like me
But a good reason I would like to know
I will not battle for the love of the my son
This much you should know
Not when your eyes are closed to the jealousy that lies in there
One day you will see and it will be hard to bare
But when you see the light, you know ill be there for you
But never shall I go through this with a number two.
So my son this is my message to you
Experience what women are capable of
Manipulation is not a way to find true love
One day you will learn that true love comes with open heart
Someone who can bare to share you even when they are apart.